Back at it again with my thoughts and being in my head.
FORGIVENESS. So easy to spell but hard to do. Does everyone deserve forgiveness no matter how bad they did you? 2017 I really have been doing things out of my comfort zone. One of the things I am focusing on is forgiveness. I hold grudges and chris always tells me it's bad for my health. He wasn't lying. After I decided to FORGIVE two people in my life that have hurt me the most I actually feel lighter, my heart does feel less heavy, and I don't dwell on the events that led to the hurt. Granted you need to be mentally ready to forgive. Never should you force it or do it just because the person begs or others are telling you to forgive. That's something I had to learn. It's okay to take your time. Whether it is 1 year or 5 days or 20 years. It's weird because you never plan on the day coming but when it comes you just know. Like a switch goes off on your head and your emotions become sort of numb.
Growth is beautiful. And with growth comes forgiveness, maturity, patience (which I don't have yet) etc. this journey I am on to become the best ME I can ever be really has been amazing.
Don't get me wrong tho some people I can't find it in my heart to forgive so don't get it twisted. But if I forgave you it's because that person really meant/means the world to me ❤️
